Friday, July 27, 2012

Quotes by Kazuo Ishiguro


Memories, even your most precious ones, fade surprisingly quickly. But I don’t go along with that. The memories I value most, I don’t ever see them fading. 


Indeed — why should I not admit it? — in that moment, my heart was breaking. 


It was like when you make a move in chess and just as you take your finger off the piece, you see the mistake you've made, and there's this panic because you don't know yet the scale of disaster you've left yourself open to. 


There was another life that I might have had, but I am having this one.

- Quotes by Kazuo Ishiguro

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Cold, Crushing Pain


Maybe it has ended a long time ago and it’s just one of those endings that take longer than usual to reveal themselves. Maybe you knew, but you refuse to accept that it has ended. Or maybe it never really began. Either way, the door to that dream has closed.

I open the window and let the cold winter wind blow in. Like bird out of its cage, pieces of my broken heart fly into the starless sky. What remains is sorrow, pouring out to every corner of the room. Standing here alone, i let it rain over me. Because only in this cold darkness, i can bravely face the painful truth and see clearly the dark shadows of my unspeakable dream.

Quotes by Fernando Pessoa


What has happened to us has happened to everyone or only us; if to everyone, then it's no novelty, and if only to us, then it won't be understood. 


We all have two lives: The true, the one we dreamed of in childhood and go on dreaming of as adults in a substratum of mist; the false, the one we love when we live with others, the practical, the useful, the one we end up by being put in a coffin.


I feel as if I'm always on the verge of waking up. 


I've always been an ironic dreamer, unfaithful to my inner promises. Like a complete outsider, a casual observer of whom I thought I was, I've always enjoyed watching my daydreams go down in defeat. I was never convinced of what I believed in. I filled my hands with sand, called it gold, and opened them up to let it slide through. Words were my only truth. When the right words were said, all was done; the rest was the sand that had always been.


I'd woken up early, and I took a long time getting ready to exist. 


To live is to be someone else. Feeling is impossible if we feel today as we felt yesterday: to feel today the same thing we felt yesterday is not to feel at all--it's merely to remember today what we felt yesterday, since today we are the living cadaver of yesterday's lost life.


I've always rejected being understood. To be understood is to prostitute oneself. I prefer to be taken seriously for what I'm not, remaining humanly unknown, with naturalness and all due respect.
 

The painful intensity of my sensations, even when they're happy ones; the blissful intensity of my sensations, even when they're sad. 

- Quotes by Fernando Pessoa

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Quotes by Alice Hoffman


Some things you cannot wish away or think away. They become part of you when you remember them.


Fear is contagious. It doubles within minutes; it grows in places where there’s never been any doubt before.


The past stays with a man, sticking to his heels like glue. Invisible and heartbreaking and unavoidable, threaded to the future, just as surely as day is sewn to night.


You can't change what's means to be. 


He had a way of taking your hand, which made it clear he'd have to be the one to let go.
 

This was what it was. The ruin of it. The depth of it. Have it once and you can have it again. That’s the riddle. That’s the truth.


The original fairy tale was about the youngest sister going into a room in the castle and finding all the bodies of the wives that came before her - she is confronted with truth, thinking about how often we think we know people and we really don't.


Your mistake was walking down the road where I was. My mistake was everything else.

- Quotes by Alice Hoffman

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Moonlight Dance


Love blurs your vision; but after it recedes, you can see more clearly than ever. It's like the tide going out, revealing whatever's been thrown away and sunk: broken bottles, old gloves, rusting pop cans, nibbled fish bodies, bones. This is the kind of thing you see if you sit in the darkness with open eyes, not knowing the future. The ruin you've made. 

– Margaret Atwood  


Adversity is like a strong wind. I don't mean just that it holds us back from places we might otherwise go. It also tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that afterward we see ourselves as we really are, and not merely as we might like to be. 

– Arthur Golden


She knew it the way people say they know they are about to be hit by lightning, yet remain powerless to run, unable to avoid their fate. She panicked, as anyone might have when disparate parts of her life were about to crash into each other, certain to leave a path of anguish and debris. 

It was true that devotion could be lost as quickly as it was found, which was why some people insisted that love letters be written in ink. How easy it was for even the sweetest words to evaporate, only to be rewritten as impulse and infatuation might dictate. How unfortunate that love could not be taught or trained, like a seal or a dog. Instead it was a wolf on the prowl, with a mind of its own, and it made its own way, undeterred by the damage done. 

-Alice Hoffman

Quotes by Alice Hoffman


Sometimes, running away means you're headed in the exact right direction.


Never look back, that's what she's told herself. Don't think about swans or being alone in the dark. Don't think of storms, or lightning and thunder, or the true love you won't ever have. Life is brushing your teeth and making breakfast for your children and not thinking about things. 


What do they know about love? You make bargains you’d never imagine you’d agreed to, and you do it over and over again.


At first it seemed that he believed Sara would return, but as the years went by I understood that his loyalty asked for no reward, and that love comes in unexpected forms. 


Margaret thought of all she knew for certain, that day would always follow night, that love was never wasted nor was it lost.


Anyway, the sort of love that will not wait is probably best to pass by.


You could tell she didn't want to, she was trying with all her might to hold it back, but sometimes it's impossible to do that. I know from personal experience. You have to turn yourself cold as ice in order to stop yourself, and then if anything falls from your eyes it will only be blue ice crystals, hard and unbreakable as stone.

- Quotes by Alice Hoffman